renascence
I was originally trying to find the name of this girl on facebook. Yes we all do that, someone we wanna know, type out guesses of their names and look at mutual friends and stuff.
For some reason I came across my former tuition teacher’s facebook page, and got news that she was blogging again (apparently she shut down her blog to prevent students from digging up her past, she’s a teacher now =) ).
So I went to her blog. Thing is, she’s an ENGLISH teacher, of course her writing has to be superb.
I read all the posts on her blog (11 posts), it was amazing.
Words have never hit me so hard before. I’ve been reading books…
1. Motivational books (Donald Trump, Anthony Robins), I need motivation.
2. Nicholas sparks (his website is nicholassparks.com, notice “nichol ass parks”, HAHA, i’m so immature)
3.Chinese books, all the life philosophies stuff
1 and 2 are just stories and words to me, I hardly remember them, 3 needless to say almost nothing.
But her blog is Awesome (I need to expand my vocabulary…).
The way she writes, the chimness, or maybe its just that I know her personally, those words were….undescribable.
So i go ALL THE WAY BACK to SEPTEMBER 1, 2008.
From my first post (wow what a stupid intro), all the way to “I’m awesome”, I read all of it, mostly scanned through.
At first I made the effort to use the blog as an avenue to write better english, talk about my thoughts, share philosophies so and so…slowly, it turned from english, to rubbish.
Occasionally I would put in some decent writing, but mostly I write about how much I hate certain people, PMSing, lovesick, how I wasted my time blah blah blah…..
PURE IMMATURITY AND STUPIDITY.
I’ve said mean and brainless stuff here, and I’m sorry. Crap is what I’ve written on my blog.
So from today onwards, I wanna change the way I write for I have typed empty words for so long.
There will be less F**K and B**CH here, less hate stuff.
So as the title says, changing….
My teacher says I ABUSE the comma (,) too much in my summary writing, haha.
Thanks all of you who still continued to patronize my blog even after I’ve been M.I.A for so long, I wouldn’t come back to my blog if I wasn’t me, you guys are the best.
