I got caught, for my hair…

this morning, my mom saw my hair and said,” OI, go put gel, it looks like dried coconut.” then I went to do what I was instructed to do.

During assembly time, it was sec 2 spot check, oh shit….then Mrs Loh saw my hair and said,” SPIKE! GO SEE MR RAFEEK!(discipline master) I was all,” DUDE? WHAT THE!?” then she said,” HURRY UP!” in a joking manner.

then I went up…..then slowly, zi xiang joined me, and then JIAYI(a girl) was also caught, wtf. Then we were on the stage waiting for the displine master, then some people escaped lol….and irvin, a guy from other class, was also caught. Guess what? I wasn’t afraid seh, I was excited and kinda happy (what randomness…).

Then Mrs Loh came and said,” whats wrong with you ah?” then I told her my story and added,” the barber always styles my hair like mushroom shape” yeah, some of you might have noticed my mushroom shaped hair.

then she told the barber and the barber cut a new, SUPER SHORT, yet quite acceptable kinda stupid looking hairstyle.

when she started cutting, omg, the first shave, ‘zzzzzzzz’ one big bunch of hair fell off, then i was all,” oh damn…”

then the auntie assured me,” I won’t cut botak one lah.” then ‘zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz’ for like….30 mins, and finished, I was going back to class but seeing it was 8.45, 15mins left till end class, I went to the toilet to pawn teng (skip) class. I saw Irvin there, he was styling his hair and he was super irritated and asked me,” I look like alien right?” and throughout the 15mins, he said that 20 times.

YEAH, NO MUSHROOM HAIRSTYLE! BUT NOW ITS SOME NOOB LOOKING HAIRSTYLE….

And today was badminton, no coach today, yet it was quite tiring, when I was in the bus I kinda half-fainted.

Today…..i thought it was friday…..damn its still tuesday…

And you know how Jealousy feels? IT SUCKS RIGHT? I FELT IT TODAY, I WAS ****ING ANGRY, IRRITATED, PISSED, AND GETTING SPASTIC, lots of negative emotions.

Can anyone tell me how to make friends with a stranger? seriously need it.

Looking on the bright side, dark side still bother you

Uhh…..its monday AGAIN, everyone seems to seriously hate mondays cause of 1 damn reason, “school”

actually its not about the school, its about SOME teachers who deserve to be screwed. they just pick on you for homework and projects, everytime a teacher gets like 1m near me, its because of 1 reason, gonna get scolding, and I feel like pushing my fist RIGHT INTO THEIR FACES!

today good stuff: school starts 1 hour later, there’s drama

today bad stuff: there’s chinese….and i still owe hw……thats the only bad thing which seriously pisses me off…

looking on the bright side is kinda useless…..

Today I was quite emo, like I hated school, hated people, hated everything. dunno why, mondays just irritate me…

ANYWAY, its april’s fools in 2 days, I will make sure I make my class chaotic, messed up, SUPER COOL with teachers freaking out!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Pissed off….

this is what I’ve been working on…..I still totally suck at it….

Its a beautiful piece, yet for me, at my level, its damn hard to play…..I’ve been working on it for 3 hours, but only figured out the first line, cause all the scores (piano song sheets) on the net are all different, can’t find the one this guy is playing, so I can’t trust the fake sheets, so can only count on my own….

if you have the sheets, pls tell me.

crap….to him its like chicken, to me its like mission impossible…..

then the tutorials on youtube suck…..what can I do…..

and later on is earth hour, 8.30 to 9.30, all electrical appliances will be turned off, its your choice whether u wanna support the cause or not.

I really want to, but when I told my parents about it, they scolded me and said,” crazy ah, ppl do we must do meh? why trouble yourself so much?”

hiya….just wanted to help the earth and got a scolding for it….its for a good cause…..

feeling shit today, can’t get my piano piece done, can’t support the cause, its a nightmare…

Does love last…?

Almost every weekend, I would fantasize about me having a gf, it feels good…later I tell u more about it.

Today at 9.30pm, my mom came back from Kuala Lumpur, then she told me,” call your dad to buy me dinner.” so I called him, he answered and said he would be back in 15 mins. From now onwards all my parents conversations were in hokkien, luckily I could understand it.

9.45pm, he came back with da pao (packed food). My mom opened it, she ate one mouth, and was disgusted by it. She said,” it is smelly…” then she said I eat, I smelled it, it was really quite smelly, I ate one mouth, it tasted okay…

Then my mom said,” which coffee shop you go?” in a suspicious manner. “the one at west coast with a lot of tiong kok za bo (china women) right?” then i knew,” shit…..quarrel is gonna start…”

convo….this time it sucks

mom: my sixth sense is telling me something….(my mom’s sixth sense has always been on)

mom: correct right?

dad: you say leh?

mom: got go right?

then my dad like kept quiet

then my mom continued: this afternoon henry(my dad’s best friend from childhood all the way till now) called me leh, HE KNOWS I GO KL.

then she said: sometimes people is jealous one, henry know what kind of person I am (this part I really dunno wad meaning.)

then I closed the da pao, grabbed it and chucked it into the dustbin, went back to table, took utensils and forcefully threw them into sink, making the loud metal clashing sound. then my mom asked me,” not nice ah?”

I said these exact words,” they disgust me, damn fuck sia…”

Then I stormed into the toilet….I was feeling FUCKING MAD. Had a ice cold shower to cool me down.

So if u dunno what it was talking about, here’s the summary: my mom suspects my dad, while she was away, went to coffee shop find china woman…..and it was his friend, henry, who influenced him there….

seriously, now my head is filled with questions…

can marriage last? can love last? can feelings last?

now there’s a show on channel 8, called housewives holiday or something, it talks about 3 families, the husbands go have affair outside….

Love, some people think it can last, but some don’t. I have had 2 so-called “relationships”, and both during that time, I told myself that I would love them forever, look at now….feelings just change, so now, I don’t wanna get into real relationships (as I type this, the thunder just boomed), cause later, if there’s no feeling left, then hearts will be broken, so fantasizing is safer, and it dosen’t hurt anyone.

marriage is something a couple do when they’ve decided they “really” love each other and want to be tgt 4ever. But all marriages will have their problems…..

I myself think that love can’t last (what am I saying….), feelings change….you can’t do anything about it, it comes naturally,being with the person who loves you yet you don’t love him/her, it is just pure awkward and torture….

And now I like a girl (hey normal kays…), currently, her smile makes me smile, it can light up a dark room, she feels like reason I live, but in like say….a few weeks more? no more feelings……this is whats wrong with me….

thats why I always tell ppl who have relationship,” your relationship will end, sooner or later, I’m telling you a fact…” I know it sounds damn insulting and cuckoo, but think about it…..seriously think about it….what I say is quite true right?

I really envy those who really find true love, they found their other half, they are now whole, and surrounded by heaven.

emotions like jealousy and hate, emotions like love and happiness, which one would you rather?

I heard from people, after awhile, all interest will be lost on the “loved one”, the feeling is already gone, like tea bag used 10000 times alread, plainer than water the taste,  and will go for “new taste”, new tea bag, taste fresh and shiok.

seriously confusing, matters of the heart…..

boy+girl= love?  who knows….

I thought of this myself…

there is someone special for everyone.

we’re only ‘half’ people roaming the planet

till we meet our one and only other ‘half’ meant for us.

yet some cannot find the other half

thats what makes us incomplete…

Happy B’day Jiayi!

Today is jiayi’s birthday, and she got lots of presents, makes me jealous. So I didn’t bother to get her a b’day present, wouldn’t make a difference anyway.

and happy belated b’day xiusen (he will never come to my blog), his was yesterday sia.

so….today after school, jiayi and weiwen ask me go watch movie with them cause jiayi b’day, so just said yes. Then go, then watch race to witch mountain, IT WAS THE “BEST” MOVIE EVER! I give it 100marks! 100/1000 that is.

I went to bullshit my parents say I had project and after needed to eat out. Then going home, I follow jiayi to her house bus-stop, then she evil go say,” haha, slowly wait.” then I had to wait for my bus 188, 45min reach home leh….

My life quite messy, gonna get it solved by sunday…..

My weird wish came true?

Yesterday I was VERY VERY TIRED, so I heck care all homework, got into my bed and looked at the sky, thinking about stuff, for some reason the beautiful moon wasn’t there, so it got a substitute, a star to accompany me. There was only 1 star, yet it shone so bright…Then I wished: if only zhang laoshi (Mrs. Lee-chinese teacher) would just go to her hospital and give birth already…it would be so awesome…

Then today I didn’t see zhang laoshi, then I wondered,” omg, did it really come true?” But later I stopped hoping, cause I was afraid she would come for lesson afterwards and it would be total disappointment.

YET, during chinese class, only the trainee teacher came in and announced in chinese,”zhang lao shi not here cause she has went to the hospital to wait for birth.” almost everyone had a smile on their faces, mine would probably be the brightest. I was all: OH MY GOD, THANKS LUCKY STAR!!!!

Then badminton training, usually I would be quite enthu and do 150 sit ups, 60 push ups, 90 superman, 2 sets of bunny-hops(omg…) and lunges. Today, 50 sit-ups, 20 push-ups, no supermans, bunny-hops and lunges. I was feeling kinda tired, so just play play, then our sec 1 boys owned the sec 2 and 3 girls like 4-21 , 5-21, OMG!!!

Girls are physically and skill wise weaker than boys, so can’t really blame them. Then the girl’s coach played with some of our boys, he owned all of us, he was total OWNAGE!! I didn’t go up cause later pai-seh in front of the girls, haha.

Now not so tired, so gonna chiong hw later till ****ing late.

Bye~

Screw this screw that

I just went to a few blogs, and seems most ppl are using the word ’screw’, I totally forgot about it, it sounds so good!

last few days seriously NO TIME to post, cause need gamble (lol), gambled with cousin and fren who came to me hse to stay, I won like….$1.50-$2, we bet 10c each time, its not alot, yet its so exciting cause money is involved haha, BLACKJACK OWNS!

People have been impersonating me at blogs….and today the culprit actually sent himself to me (its his funeral) it was Junjie, I grabbed his collar, and same as zixiang the last time, he struggled and pop, his button came off lol…

Today I’m super tired cause the past night I didn’t sleep, did some  homework, and today’s lessons was total CRAP, the teachers say until I wanna sleep…then commontest was eng summarisation, to hell with that, i slept 15mins in that exam. Screw all the teachers, they give us so much homework, the holidays weren’t like holidays at all, whats the use of holidays if all of it is used on hw? It totally defeats the purpose of the word “HOLIDAY”. (same as jw)

Now need do MORE homework, can’t they have 1 day where absolutely no hw……thats what you get when you’re in a kiasu school…

wish there will be some outbreak of virus or something, ban us from schooling for 2 weeks at least.

HUAT AH!

Today morning I woke up at 6am, then went back to sleep, then dreamt about this girl kissing me, felt good. then woke up at 7am, didn’t feel good, I just hate waking up when the sky is light blue (around 7am-8am that sky colour). shower, just drank water cause too nervous and when I’m nervous, I can’t digest anything.

Took bus 10 to harbour front, when I got on, the whole bus was filled with ang-mo ( whiteies) , and some people going to work, the bus was damn crowded, even the 2nd level had people standing up. then we passed haw-par-villa (buddhist beliefs place), the ang-mo’s saw hawparvilla then said,” whats with the funny rock formations?” chim sia….

reached united square for fencing competition, got there, all the immature kids were there (same age) running around talking about noobie stuff. Then slowly all came, but my friend Jason wasn’t here yet. ok so he later came, then brief, got into round robin, I won all, Jason won all, this 2 pros Bryan and weiyu also won all.

and sometimes, in the crowd, some girls would shout out,” shenkai!” see how popular I am with the ladies? (lol….) then there was this girl who was a complete stranger to me, started talking to me, asking me about my personal stuff, and saying ,” good luck!” and ,” oh your fencing badge is coming off.” stuff liddat.

Then afterwards had the direct elimination, play play play, then I had to fence Jason, my good friend, how could they do this to me!!!???

I wanted to fence him, yet at the same time I didn’t, just mixed up, then made pact with him, fence our all. Then we fenced, he was damn pro and fast, then later I won 15-8, I was like abit sad cause I KNOCKED MY FRIEND OUT?

so went on to finals, I fenced this wei-yu guy, he was damn pro, play play play, he win me 15-13…..close game, then yeah I was 2nd…then give out medals, look at mine! so shiny….

proof that I won today,

OWNAGE!!!

Then all finished, went to mac’s with Jason and this hua-chong guy (AIYA CAN’T REMEMBER THE NAME!!!!) eat. Then the guy went back and had 90% intact fries and 40% coke left wth? wasteful, I didn’t eat it of course.

Then me and jason talked about life (lol). then went up, both of us didn’t want to go home, so we slacked at Zfencing, when coach liu saw me, she high-5 me sia, congratulating me hahas. again talking about life, nice talk. Oh and Jason got BRONZE, WOAH!!!! And there was this part where me and jason fixed the light blub at Zfencing, lol damn irritating, but still managed to AT LEAST take out the cover off the bulb, coach james was the one who really took the bulb out haha. And I kept trying to persuade jason to come to united square for lessons, he’s at parkway parade, I tell him that here he’ll find true friendship and stuff haha.

then had to go home…hiya….then bid boodbyes…(damn sad), and the next time I’ll probably be seeing him is in september, Zfencing Z gala!!! omg….

at least there’s msn and phone haha.

then went to some chalet with relatives, ate some stuff, played some PSP, went home, nothin much.

WOW, what a day, the butterflies in my stomach are no longer here, fly fly away!

hehe, proness…

Nervous…

I have a fencing competition tmr……feeling stressed at times and feeling super relaxed too, somethings wrong with my insides. Some of my good friends will be there, thats the good part, but some of the best, the guys who can thrash me 15-1 will also be there….and I’m stressing myself to be no.1 .

The pictures that I posted awhile ago today (this is my 2nd post today), seriously shot my ratings sky high! past 2-3 days 30-40 ppl would come to my blog, today, 139 ppl, just because of that photo that I posted. But I had to remove it cause Jiayi called me and shouted,” SK!!! DELETE THE PHOTO!!! OR NOT I DON’T TALK TO YOU LIAO!” and I heard her MOTHER in the background saying,” blog ah? make sure he delete.” so I had no choice but to delete…..(maybe I’ll post it again hehe…)

Okay now all you SK fan’s out there, just do me this small favour, just help me wish that I’ll fence like a pro tmr. i’ll need all the moral support I can get, so please.

HUAT AH! HUAT AH! HUAT AH! HUAT AH!!!!

whoops!

Today, I reserved this day to do project, then I called my history group, ALL GO KAOBEI ME, say I never do anything….then I say I wan to do then they all say,” i do can liao.” WTH!?

So only can do Geog project, called felicia, she say she got piano lesson but dunno what time (what kind of planning is this…) then I go call jiayi, she just came back from nanjing yesterday but she still got time to do proj, then felicia called back say can do. So we met at Jurong Interchange, then came to my house to do.

Then jiayi mega slacker, go Msn go talk with her boyfriend (ahem….1rV1n) , then when she was away I went to type some funny funny stuff hehe, then using  jiayi’s msn, I asked weiwen for pics of their nanjing trip. MUAHAHAHA!!!

(due to parental intervention, I had to remove the freakin nice photos)

didn’t do much of the project….why do I even bother doing …then sent them off byes.

now I have seriously lots and lots of homework to do…..I feel like doing but dont feel like doing at the same time. HOW!!!

needa go now, bye bye