i’m freakin tired now….

Sry abt yesterday, when i came home i just dived onto the couch and just slept till 6am, needed to go to school and i have prepared NOTHING! hw not done and stuff, but still managed to get through the day. let me talk abt me yesterday, when I LOST.

I woke up at 7am yesterday, showered, went to macs to eat breakfast, but i couldn’t digest one bit, was too nervous, even had a bad case of stomach ache….

reached clementi sports hall, signed up, and started fencing. The round robin, I won 4 out of 5 games (not bad…), then i was 21st among the 87 ppl there (age group: 13-30….) lol, i’m good…jkjk. but i went to the direct elimination, lost to this HCJC guy 11-15….i hate myself….2 fencing maestros (pronounced my-s-tros), the super pro singapore fencers, also my coaches, were with me, giving me advice and stuff….but i let them down…..ms teo, coolest fencing coach, when i lost, came to me and said,” everything about you is good, its just that you were unluckily matched with a 17 year old guy, if you were17, you would have thrashed him 15-0! don’t cry okay!? boy cannot cry! train hard and make sure you get gold at the GALA! (its a most major competition) ” haha…..how to say this…my eyes got wet, then not wet, then wet again, but no tears dropped, everytime i lose i’ll hate myself and yeah, like a baby, cry, but this time i forced not to cry, as i had the most important thing in sports SPORTSMANSHIP!!

i went home…..found out that i was injured all over…and my right thigh hurt like hell, due to continous moving and lunging. evening i still went to play soccer bare footed, worsening my injury more….

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today went to school, had 2 friggin (marcus i borrow awhile ah) long ENG lessons… the teacher, Ms chu, which is a damn good teacher, is so boring, i slept 45mins in her class…. she was talking about HISTORY and MESOPOTAMIANS AND SOME CRAP, didn’t care…

after a very shit day, I asked weiwen and jiayi for excuses to cancel my chinese tuition cause i haven finish hw yet, so weiwen said,” tell her you need decorate the class for CNY lah!” then yeah, i borrowed jiayi’s phone ( WA 100MIN FREE OUTGOING CALLS LEHS!!) and called my mom to cancel tuition hahas!!!

after chinese remedial (teacher didn’t come!!!), me and JJ (junjie) went to play soccer, 15 sec 2s one team, 11 sec 3-5s one team…..8 ppl in our team either gay or nerd, don know how to play, pass the ball to opponent….. we lost 5-0 in the end…..

halfway during the match, i accidentally kicked the ball to my right hand, then convo time!

gangster is gang

gang 1: OIOI! handball!

gang 2: OI THIS ONE NOT BADMINTON LEH!

gang 3: YA LAH CHIBAI!

gang 4: kanina!

me: FINE! SORRY LAH!

then all shuddap…. gangsters are cowards….

then after the match, this boy whom i shouted at, convo again…

gang 2: hey boy, you come here we talk

me, in order to not cause trouble: i need go home

gang 2: YOU GOT THE BALLS TO SHOUT BUT DON HAVE THE BALLS TO FIGHT AH!?

then his indian, blocked him, to prevent the fight

i wanted to walk away but this chinese, gang 4 blocked me and say: you wan to go where?

me: sial lah, let me go home

gang 2: why you shout at me?! HUH!?

me: cause handball you ppl talk like gila liddat

gang 2: u never see a joking ah?

gang 3: NOOB NOOB!

me: fine lah, sorry lah!

then 4 gangsters surrounded me….. i pushed away the chinese cause he was the most loser one, he act only, and i walked to the canteen.

gang 2: hey all laugh at him!

gang 1 2 3 4: HAHAHAHA!!! damn loudly

then i kept walking…

they saw my manu bag and said: HEY MANU SUCK! MANU SUCK!

i still kept walking….even though they insulted my team….

then someone kicked my left leg but i stood still, then when reached the canteen, they all zao (run) cause the discipline master and other teachers there, noob cowards…..

actually….if knew my friends would help me fight, i would have already punched that guy’s face, but my friends…..all cowards……it was 4 on 1….so if i really did lose my temper….i would be in hospital now…. if 1 on 1, BRING IT! if my friend got into a fight, i would 100% help him, even if it meant getting expelled or hospitalised, cause i treasure friends and help them…hope i can find a REAL friend…..

then got out of school, i walked to buy water, then saw gangsters 1 2 3 4, gangster 2 puched me in the stomach…. i kicked him away and just nice got police pass by…so they all point at me and said: you got balls you tmr come school!

me: i sure come, you don worry!

then i walked all the way to west coast park…

cause i had to do something till 6pm…. so i walked in the park, very slowly…..admired the beauty of quiet and the trees and the sea and everything, i’ve never stopped to observe the beauty of the park….then i found a bench and sat down, looking at the sea, beautiful….

The sky was normal, nice windy weather…

pro eh?

then this tanglin girl walked here (there seems to be a girl everytime i’m alone….) and she sat down on another bench….she was crying…. wa lao eh…..

then it started drizzling….she acted as if nothing happened and continued crying….lol…..

after awhile the drizzle stopped and she received a call and walked away lol….

then i walked all the way home…..from west coast park……got some exercise….

and…now…..my entire body is aching like mad…. i’m pasting medical plasters all around my body…..the worst part is……….i can’t bend my knees…….

sry if it was too long! i just had to write!

byess…