I’m SHIT STRESSED NOW!

you know, you’re very lucky! at least you’re don’t have like a million responsibilities weighing on your shoulders!

….let me talk about my day first…..

at fencing, i had free fencing just now….i lost to kelvin 5-2….i’m off form…. and i won jingwei 4-3…..actually he really improved, i’m…..what i feared most…….deproving……..

nvm….

after fencing, jingwei prayed for me, it sounded something like,” bless shenkai with max fencing power for his competiton tmr, okay done.” lol, thx jingwei.

then went to macs, lol…….kelvin was pressing on his I-touch, marcus was having….moodswings……he was rather….moody today, and was kinda Emo….. i felt wierd beside marcus….marcus, pls, don’t do this again, i also felt kinda emo…..

then marcus had to go early cause he has no tuition anymore…..so from now on he can’t go to the mrt with me…… and he kinda blames me cause i keep saying,” stop going for tuition lah!”

so me and jw played a little naruto on psp……i seem to be off-form in almost everything…i lost to him 3 games to 1….

and there was this cute little boi looking at jw’s psp hahas

hahas!!!

me and jw went to popular to buy stuff, then we bought milk tea and sat down somewhere.

we talked about……some personal stuff……i promised jingwei that i wouldn’t tell anyone, he said,” i only tell these things to a few friends, so i trust you! and you better dont tell!”

and i assured him that all secrets stay with only me. I’m a person who can be trusted hahas

we talked for like….and hour? and we talked all the way to the bustop cause he needed to wait for his dad to pick him up. his dad came, and now i’m alone……i damn sad when i think about it……cause used to be us 3 ppl, and now these days only me solo……

then i went to the mrt….and went down the escalator, i saw the auntie who usually sells pens there, and there was a guy who was harassing her. I, being some mad hero guy, walked over and convo time….

me: OI! what you doing!

guy: this woman is selling pens illegally!

me: uncle(i was being POLITE, but he really tested my patience…), pls, just let her sell, if its really illegal, the police will take care of it.

uncle: NONO! i must do it now!

then the uncle took the auntie’s 5 bags of pens, and brisk walked off

i followed him and FORCEFULLY PULLED HIS SHOULDER, and

me: CHEE BAI! NOT YOUR THINGS YOU **** OFF!

seriously can’t believe i said that….

uncle: NONO, you follow me go police station!

then the auntie was kinda….how to say it…..paralysed, she was limping. and following

and EVERYONE WAS LOOKING!

I grabbed the bags back and returned some to the anutie

uncle: OI!

me: nabei chibai! not happy ah!?

……super spastic lol… (learned from jingwei)

the uncle grabbed the bags back and walked really fast, the auntie said,” HEY I GO CALL THE MRT SECURITY”

then the uncle walked to marina square while the auntie walked to the mrt…..leaving her stuff stolen…..wth…

then i just followed the auntie to the security post

the people in the security post was the guy who thought that my bag had a bomb

me: its you!

security guard: YOU!

auntie: GOT ONE GUY STEAL MY BAG OF FOOD AND PEN! HE GO UP TO MARINA SQUARE!

then the security guards didn’t care and continued DRINKING THEIR DAMN COFFEE!

me: WEI, WHAT IN THE WORLD YOU PEOPLE DOING?

guards: okok lah

then then guard walked out of his post and followed the auntie to marina square like he didn’t care…

its super pissing. some singapore people really…..PISS ME OFF

i went to the mrt, and got in…..doh doh doh…..and i saw many chio bu-s, but all very noisy….so again, pissed!

at harbourfront station, ONE BUNCH OF CHIO BU-S WERE SWARMING AT THE DOOR, AND WTF, NO ONE COULD GET OUT AS THEY WERE ALL TRYING TO SQUEEZE IN. I WAS DAMN STRESSED AND SAID,” OI CAN STAND AT A SIDE ANOT? BLOCKING EVERYONE LEH!” then they all went to the side and like was super pissed with me.

……life really is……irritating…..

okay….now….I have a SHIT LOAD OF STUFF TO DO, AND TO MAKE THINGS REALLY WORSE, I HAVE A FENCING COMPETITION TOMORROW, PLS CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO???

oh god……if you really wanna help me…..grant me this wish…

“tmr will have heavy rains and thunder and lightning and the entire singapore will be flooded for 1 whole week.”

pls….if you are a friend…..help me out here…..

i’m going crazy and going EMO, maybe even worse than last christmas….i feel like dying now…..

wow…..i’m crying…shit….

sorry for my vulgar language……

“LIFE IS SHORT” is what I say

These few days, i’ve been telling people,” relax, why so kan jiong? life is short, enjoy it.”

yesterday i had this convo with elson.

elson: you do the english project already anot?

me: hiya….life is short, relak lah.

elson: WA LAO EH!!!

me: relax! why so kan jiong?

elson: FUK U LAH!

me: hiya, nvm one, just tell miss chu (eng. teacher),” i thought next week than hand up?” then can liao lor! she also don scold ppl one.

elson: ……*nothing to say…..

seriously, life is short, and I been thinking…..i’m 14 years old, 14!!! Its like such a small number in 100 ( average age end) and i’m like…..mature- er and taller than 40% of the adults.

Life is really short, and this totally sounds like marcus lim’s,” JUST DO IT! YOU DON’T KNOW WHEN YOUR DAYS MAY BE NUMBERED! DON’T HESITATE!!” lol….it sound like its from a cancer patient…..

and today, i had school (as usual….), actually, i’m kinda happy i was elected the chairman. YOU SEE, being the chairman has all the POWER!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! i sounded evil….

BUT, being the chairman also has its BAD POINTS……examples are…..

1. YOU, HAVE TO SHOULDER ALL THE RESPONSIBILITIES THAT THE CLASS DOES.

2. YOU, have to work with the teachers and stare at their sulking faces, and sometimes even suck up to em….

3. YOU, are always the last, to go for recess, to go home, to do almost anything.

4. YOU, are incharge of the devil class key!!!

5. YOU, have to do most stuff yourself ! LIKE CARRYING THIS DAMN THING !

I carried this thing (only diff that its blue and has the words “CWSS” on it.) from the 1st floor, all the way to the 3rd floor….

IT WAS MODERATELY HEAVY! I carried up the stairs all the way to the 3rd floor and stopped for a break, its like…..4-5kg. And my “mind coach” (imaginary coach) told me,” YOU WEAKLING! ONLY 3 FLOORS AND YOU REST! AND YOU CALL YOURSELF A YOUNG ADULT! DISGRACE MAN!” then I got motivated and said to myself,” if i wanna be a top class sportsman, I can’t rest!” then with 110% motivation, I carried it and sprinted to my class….

lol…..but no credit for gettin the irritating thing up 2 me class…..its like 3/4 of my body lol…

badminton today, messy, didn’t play much, sec 1’s all action.

after badminton, I saw sathya( badminton fren) at the same busstop as me. He was reading a BOOK!? lol……i went to tell him,” man…life is short, enjoy it while you can, don’t waste your time on these words…its bad for your health to read….”

sathya: its not bad, its good.

me: man….look at the wonderful and beautiful scenery, you’re wasting your time on these book, look at the world man…

and at that time, this was DAMN beautiful..

pictures spoil the thing, so you have to see it real life….

okay……so nitez…

~books, words and pictures can’t teach you about the real beauty of the world, you have to break free and experience it yourself……~