EMOness……

At the start of the year, i said to myself,” OKAY, i’m gonna study hard! get through my streaming and get to the first class!” I was super motivated….but now….i think its kinda hopeless…..

I went to school, the crazy science  teacher taught us a lesson, AND I UNDERSTAND 0% of what she taught….and there was geog, the teacher taught too, I understood 0%……. if this is sec 2 life……..i think…..i won’t be able to make it…..i Don’t understand 1 thing…..and the others are like,” WA SO EASY!!!”

after school, I was super stressed up, so went to play street soccer with ah bengs and pai kias.

I came home EMOing (i’ve been very EMO lately) I was thinking about my chinese tuition homework, maths tuition homework, piano practice, school homework, school projects and responsibilities…..and to think i still wanteed to learn guitar…

i felt really tired…..i feel as if all my energy has been sucked from me……

and now the bed is shit seductive, its telling me,” c’mon sk, you know you want to sleep?”

And now i have like……..40 hours of hw waiting for me…..

and to make things worse….i have a fencing competition this sunday….why did i sign up for it….why…..why…..

I can’t think straight now…..I’M GOING MAD!!!

I FEEL LIKE JUMPING DOWN A SUPER TALL BUILDING AND END IT ALL…….

ITS SERIOUSLY SUCKS TO BE ME.