bye…

Some stuff happened but I don’t feel like posting about it….

i slept at 12.30 last night, and had a dream…

this dream I couldn’t remember too clearly….I had this girlfriend, we were at some shopping centre or airport….then I had my arm over her shoulders, damn nice…then suddenly the whole shopping centre/airport collapsed…and she died….then had her funeral…..and on that day it was her birthday…..I really cried, I was shit sad…then when I woke up….I had tears on my pillow and face and eyes…..that dream was so real….

even now i’m still thinking about it…..can’t get it off my mind…

Okay…..goodbye….I’m heading off to china in like….2 hours time…

because of this, i’ll be missing 3 days of school, CCA, fencing, and other stuff…seriously I don’t wanna go….my parents are forcing me to go….moody today…cause someone in dream life died…and i’m going to somewhere against my will….

hiya….i’ll be bringing my laptop…so maybe if there’s wireless there I’ll be able to post… okay…bye people…you all better miss me….

I’M WIERD

hiyas….these few days didn’t post cause everytime come back too tired…. on thurs after school I went to visit daniel at NUH (national university hospital), afterwards had tuition, no bus go home so…I SPRINTED (okay, jogged and walked and sprinted) ALL THE WAY FROM NUS (national university of singapore) ALL THE WAY TO MY HOUSE…. I was 1.5 hours late….the teacher was angry, but endured, and even played the piano for me while I ate….Felt guilty…

Friday I came home, then dad brought me and little bro to cut hair….now I look funny….and dumb…..then afterwards went for dad’s friends birthday party, I went to take the food (buffet), then I take the bee hoon, then this auntie said in chinese,” AYE! don know how to take ah!?” I wanted to say lots of offensive stuff , but….I still managed to control my temper and smiled at her, saying,” I know, sorry”

and after cut cake, i ate the durian cake, and i think i also ate a candle…..I THOUGHT IT WAS CHOCOLATE!

Today fencing, lots of people today, mostly slacked the whole lesson, we slapped each other with the fencing gloves. Ate at foodcourt…talked…marcus is a flirt….went to daniel’s house to visit him.

Actually many people“wanted” to go, but in the end all gave noob excuses, don wan go then say lah…

then I went myself, and I dunno why, i listened to music on earphone which I don’t really do alot. reached his house, sat down, talked to him, he was okay, and FYI, he has Cancer… I know its CNY, and see sick people got bad luck and all that, but I think that if cause of some belief I do not show my good friend support, then I’m a scum…. then I accompanied him then whole afternoon, talked about stuff. He was feeling alot better, and he was still studying about his sickness…..and his little sis came back home, she played the PIANO! same as me, then yeah, their piano VERY OFF-TUNE, very cute his sis. Then MRS LOH (class mentor) came to visit too, then her husband also came, and they talked about GOD which I didn’t really understand, and like jingwei did, they crept me out, and they also got me to read the bible (i dunno if its a sin…) cause i’m not a christian, i’m a buddhist…

then they had to pray, very scary….so i went to the toilet, then afterwards mrs loh went home, then I stayed awhile, then the father wanted me to stay for the steamboat, but I didn’t want to be a extra in their reunion dinner, so I went home….

came home lor….abit tired….and 1 thing…MY EYE IS SHIT SWOLLEN…..

okok, byebye

I hate myself, I really do…

My life is damn suckish now….I feel like dying. Today lesson part was okay, not much stuff that pissed me off. The entire morning, I was thinking about only 1 thing, the badminton match against Greenridge. When it was 12.30pm, we the badminton C bois, ate, changed, went onto the bus to Fuhua. Then there we saw our coach, he then made changes to the lineup that hammenath (sec 2, DSA, pro) made for the team, then hammenath was super pissed with the coach and didn’t want to play, but the coach still put him as 3rd single. I was playing 2nd doubles even though I’m a singles player.

Matthew was up first, he lost to this greenridge guy, that guy was like a paralysed person lol….

Then next was elson and jiancong….they won eventually.

next was Jerry, sec 1 DSA, he thrashed the guy, that guy was wearing bilabong shorts lol….

next was me and youfu…..actually we could have won…but due to youfu’s surfing “proness”, we lost 5 points due to that…and the 2 shorties from greenridge found his weakness…he has no footwork….so yeah….first set we lost, 2nd set, we were losing 14-19, but I, very miraculously, surfed 4 balls that the opponent couldn’t catch, and got the score to18-19, then we lost a ball, so the score was 18-20, then I smashed and got back 1 point, so 19-20….youfu was up to surf…he surfed…and it hit the net…..meaning…we lost….and I was damn pissed with him….

then the aggregate score was 2-2…and hammenath, luckily he showed the coach attitude, so he played the last match….he was the game decider. We watched as he played, and cheered everytime he scored. then 2 balls, which were supposed to be in, the FUCKING MALAY HONG KAH NOOB LINE JUDGE WENT TO SAY IT WAS OUT, EVERYONE KNEW IT WAS SHIT IN, DAMN MALAY BASTARD…

my team shouted ,” OI FUCKING CHEEBYE LARH!! IN LEH!!” ,” WA LAO EH! pa jiao ah!? (blind)” “KELONG AH! (bribed)KAYU AH! (NOOB)” then i went to shout,” OI FUCK NOT HAPPY COME FIGHT LAH!”

wa lan…damn pissed with that guy, we wanted to go beat him up after the match but….in the end, hammenath showed true sportsmanship and in the end, beat greenridge 19-21 in the final set, so we let the noob off. my emotion was as if we won the world cup. i didn’t really have the face to face hammenath, I lost to 2 shorties…..damn youfu….but I don’t really blame him….I blame myself for being so incompetent, if I was pro enough, we would have won, I blame only myself…

then got on the bus, we all kept saying,” COMMONWEALTH IS THE BEST! WE ROCK!” we got back to school, and some of us played a little badminton, I teamed up with youfu, i trained his service, and now its quite okay…

we won 3-2…yes…I underestimated greenridge….luckily we won…

OKAY, for this week, I’M GONNA TRAIN LIKE NEVER BEFORE IN THE GYM, AND HOPEFULLY, WE’LL BEAT FUHUA AND HONG KAH……

but now…I have to worry about homework….you can’t imagine how much hw i have….. sian sia….

and now…I get only 20 views to my blog a day….used to be 100 a day….hiya…sian ah…..since this is the case….I think I’ll stop posting for awhile….

okay….nitez…

Hello

Random headin….

Today morning, kinda boring actually, then had geog, Mrs Loh was talking about Daniel (gd fren, hospitalised). She was talking with a super small voice…so I shouted,” MRS LOH! TALK LOUDER CAN?!” but she still continued her rat talk….

I volunteered to go visit Daniel, it would be on….either Thurs, Fri or Sat. Then afterwards we had NYCC (some rubbish thing), we went to the hall…..this gay guy taught us how to dance, bollywood jam style lol, it was super hard… Maths was again, as usual, will always be, PLAIN BORING.

Then went to commontest re-test due to the badminton tournament yesterday, Eng composition, okok lah, I wrote like….600 words….

Then there was not supposed to be badminton training today, but still, most of us played at the hall, get ready for tmr. And I GOT THIS BADMINTON JERSEY!!! AHHHH!!!!

FRONT VIEW!

the patern quite lame though….. at least the back’s okay!

BACK VIEW!

I’m proud to wear this shirt.

Went to the hall, played a bit of badminton, then the girls side suddenly shouted and said,” AHHHH!!!! C girls win!!!”

meaning their sec 1 and 2’s won the first match, congrats C girls.

Tmr i’m gonna be playing, Wish me LUCK!!

After badminton, sat at the bus stop with the damn sun shining at my face….hot, painful, irritatin…got onto the bus….damn lots of people…had to stand at the entrance….got down, walked to West Coast Park (i’ve been doing that alot…..) sat down at my regular place and looked at the beautiful scenery…I felt happy, high, it was like a drug….I walked home….gloomy….its really like a drug…

now gotta wait for the medcine on my injured toe to dry before I go to sleep…..okok, bye bye bye bye…

Happy B’day Weiwen!

I didn’t know till today….. I tell u about it later

okay, morning, Elson gave me a pic….of surya….its this, and we pasted it on the wall.

We started throwing paper balls at it, and even surya went to curse himself lol.

Then there was drama today, seriously, its fun, there were games and stuff. And time really flew….

MATHS WAS KILLING ME, I DON’T UNDERSTAND ONE BIT OF WHAT THE TEACHER IS TEACHING….. and 1 hour was like 2 hours for me…

I could skip common test cause I HAD A BADMINTON TOURNAMENT TO GO TO!!! WOOTS!!! but have to make-up tomorrow….sianss…….

we gather in the canteen, ate, changed and got onto the buses, the seniors got the high class bus, we got the slightly lower class bus. But still it was spacious, each person got 2 seats.

Reached Fuhua sec, very emo lehs that place….it was damn dark and the canteen was just….EMO…..no feeling to stay there…so we went to the hall and started warming up…

The  hall….was also emo…..dark and small….luckily i didn’t go to fuhua….I would die there…..

Our first match was with Boon Lay SEC, the sec 2’s were GAY! but the sec 1’s were noob, but they used all their sec 2’s, and one sec 1 guy, but this guy was a china busted, imported from china, according to my coach, and he was super qian bian (looking for trouble). We lost all 5 games…….our people were….OFF FORM…..sian lol……

We still have matches against Greenridge sec (aiya sure win), hong kah i think ( also win) but the prob is Fuhua……if we lose, we can’t get into the 2nd round, so yeah, WE’LL WIN!!!

After the whole defeat, everyone was still happy….wtf lol….. then we had to get back to the bus…..but this time, the bus was much smaller….

Its those smaller school buses type….WE LOST THEN THEY GO AND DOWNGRADE OUR BUS, WTH LAH……

Got back to school…..then walked one round around the school for no reason and walked to bus stop….

on our way to the bus stop,I saw weiwen, and I was asking her about the commontest, so can cheat tmr, MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

then talking to her halfway, A few people passed by….you know what they said? they all said,” happy birthday weiwen!” then weiwen would say,” thank you!” lol…..I totally forgot about her b’day….paiseh paiseh….

Then I was,” HUH! TODAY YOUR BIRTHDAY AH!? AIYO, SORRY SORRY, HAPPRY BIRTHDAY!!” lol….

no wonder I felt something was wrong today…the number 19 seemed so familiar….

okay…so weiwen

I wish you to be happy always, let all your wishes come true and well…..happy birthday!

I’m not good with words, sry…

and 1 more thing, I’m gonna change myself for the rest of this week….you’ll see the diff, i just wanna try it out and see what happens…

okay….nitez….

tiring day sia…

I went to fencing, no kelvin cause he has school judo training every sat from now on, so i’ll be seeing him only at lunch. And jingwei was at…..malaysia i think, with his school, so marcus lim and foo and other ppl.

After fencing, I had to rush to commonwealth, so I bought peach tea, marcus foo asked,” hey, can i have one sip?” then i said,” sure, but don’t touc..” then he touched the tip of the bottle…..his saliva all over the opening….so i rushed to the toilet, washed the tip and poured some tea infused with marcus foo’s DNA.

Then went to MRT, rushed to commonwealth. And on the MRT, I’ve been noticing myself, my hair grows a bit horizontally, so its like mushroom shaped now… hiya…..

then parents brought me to pray for CNY, and the monk, very fat, and the funny thing is, he was vegetarian….

he told me cause he eats junk food non-stop, lol.

And after the whole praying process, He gave me a $188 angpow ( red packet), lol.

went to united square for little bro’s fencing lesson….while my dad, who was super stressed, went for leg massage, after which we went home

Me and my mom got cracking in the kitchen (hey my mom forces me to cook okay?). I cooked the porridge while she cooked the dishes.

then after dinner, I had the honour of washing the dishes, so yeah, ITS SUPER TIRING…and people who usually wash the plates ( mother), their hands are kinda rough due to the poisonous detergent, so you have to help your mom more, she’s like damn tired doing these stuff.

and now watchin soccer, manu vs bolton….0-0, wth is happening here….

hiya…okay people, gd nitez.

I think I’m in love…

OKAY….this morning first lesson was chinese….its was plain boring….

Next was SCIENCE, WOOTS! we went to the science lab and we did a experiment, we needed the bunsen burner (its something like a super powerful lighter), I accidentally burnt my hand, lol, but now okay. Then we were supposed to boil some sugar like substance, we boiled it till it became water (lol?), then when I was NOT supposed to pour the water into the sink, I did….but something very interesting happened. The water, immediately became a solid!!!

its something like dried up bird’s nest, damn fun lol.

Then had recess, Zhen Hao was seen by a teacher playing his DS, so the teacher warned him once, but Zhen Hao still had to play, so he did this

lol, seems pathetic…

Then ENG, kinda boring….

So then maths, this was DAMN BORING….. I dont understand anything….

so after, it was CIP (class interaction programme), Mrs loh came in and told DAMN LOAD OF RUBBISH, and gave like some bonus points ( 10 points= 1 exam mark), but she GIVES IT OUT ANYHOW, SO I DON’T WANT ANY 1 POINT. And we decorated the class, this was 50% of the class completed, its just the notice board though.

Most of the class thinks that the ” best forever” is super lame, and we all blame Sri cause he was the one who thought of it. the WEALTH is from commonWEALTH yeah, values liddat.

Then all of us started cracking, but halfway, when Mrs loh was out, we went to “tau pok” SRI, lol. cause he thought of the best forever wad, so its something like “revenge”, MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Elson and Xiu Sen carried him and I tickled him like mad, he was shouting,” AH AH! STOP!!” haha

and there was this super big dustbin in our class, we needed to decorate it, so we made Leik Yu (small guy, friend) squeeze into the dustbin hahas..

Then Zhen Hao, VOLUNTEERED to be a “model” and did this thing, LOL

Then its was badminton, I couldn’t play much….I was damn tired…dunno why, off form i think. I always thought,” how can a person be off form? ” I only figured it out today….

Somehow, i chatted and played and pranked my way to 6pm.

I got on bus 30, then I played yugioh on my PSP. Then this little china boy from…this school that wears blue and white uniform, can’t remember the name…. he came and tip-toed and looked at my PSP, I lowered it to let him see, but he was damn annoying, he kept asking in chinese.

wa! internet game?

why you never attack

the monster attk very high!

and as i was reaching my stop, i asked him in chinese,” u passed your stop?”

him: I have many hours to waste anyway.

then i was rather worried…cause little boy alone mah…. so i got him to follow me down, get opposite, and sat the bus with him back…..I wasn’t assured, so I followed him to his block……i dunno…..i’m such a good hearted person…..

Then…..I’ve been noticing this girl….i dunno if i really like her, its just that everytime i look at her,my heart skips a beat, and then it beats vigorously, then skip another beat, then beats like mad. i feel like looking at her again, i just feel like staring at her but……..yeah. And every now and then, i would day dream about her, and sometimes at night dream about her…..and i’ve been losing sleep cause I would lie on the bed, stare at the sky, and think of her……

Really mixed up now….I didn’t want to fall in love cause it would affect my mood and everything….but its natural boy feeling…so can’t help it…..

hiya……tmr….heard from marcus, that jingwei, kelvin, and the girls won’t be coming……feels sad….

okok, goodbye ppl!

OWNAGE!!!

I can’t remember what the shit happened in the morning but i know i hated it, the interesting part is AFTER SCHOOL…

Some of you may have heard that I’ve been working on a SUPER GAY video, yeah, and its completed. I presented it to the class and Ms Chu and I can tell you, there wasn’t one person that didn’t laugh, even Ms Chu the emotionless teach laughed haha.

so here’s the video link on youtube!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNpC8cIjFrY

YEAH! I think it’ll be funny only for people in my class…..NVM, just watch it, comment on it, rate it!! THX!

when we presented the video, only laughs, and when it was finished, a BIG ROUND OF APPLAUSE!! WOOOTS!!!!

We probably got the highest marks cause the other group’s videos were kinda boring, so…YEAH!!!

but there’s one problem…….there are still quite a few teams that haven’t made their vid yet….so maybe they’ll copy our idea…..

but….IT TOOK 15 HOURS OF  ME AND ELSON’S TIME, THE OTHER PEOPLE DIDN’T DO MUCH…

but we did it first, so if anyone copies the idea……..we know that we were the first ones to do it, ROCK ON!

credits….

Love Story by taylor swift

Surya as romeo

Jun Jie as Juliet

Zhen Hao as Juliet’s dad

Elson as Co-director and bad guys

Shen Kai (thats me!!!) THE DIRECTOR LOL!!!

haha…. bye bye bye

support me ah!

My life is shortening….

These 2 days….i’ve been SO TIRED, at 10pm everynight, I would DIVE onto the bed and keep telling myself,” i’ll wake up 5 mins later to do hw and…..*snore…..” and the next morning I would wake up and rush pack my bag and stuff, I don’t even bother to style my hair these 2 days…or rather this week….

School….except friends, I hate it, I just feel sian when I go to school….during the holidays, i missed school (wierd…), and now, during school, I miss the holidays….i have horrible time management…..

NOW, as usual, I have  lots of homework again…..and I have to complete this video about ‘Love story’, yes the song by tailor swift. it took 5 hours to finish 1 minute…and now left with 2-3 mins…ooh…..10 hours…. oh god….

and I have this art thing, science worksheet, history wk book, and stuff……

Hiya….at least now i’m not afraid of teacher’s scoldings, and just heck care about hw…. okays…..me gonna CHIONG hw liaos…..byebye.

i’m freakin tired now….

Sry abt yesterday, when i came home i just dived onto the couch and just slept till 6am, needed to go to school and i have prepared NOTHING! hw not done and stuff, but still managed to get through the day. let me talk abt me yesterday, when I LOST.

I woke up at 7am yesterday, showered, went to macs to eat breakfast, but i couldn’t digest one bit, was too nervous, even had a bad case of stomach ache….

reached clementi sports hall, signed up, and started fencing. The round robin, I won 4 out of 5 games (not bad…), then i was 21st among the 87 ppl there (age group: 13-30….) lol, i’m good…jkjk. but i went to the direct elimination, lost to this HCJC guy 11-15….i hate myself….2 fencing maestros (pronounced my-s-tros), the super pro singapore fencers, also my coaches, were with me, giving me advice and stuff….but i let them down…..ms teo, coolest fencing coach, when i lost, came to me and said,” everything about you is good, its just that you were unluckily matched with a 17 year old guy, if you were17, you would have thrashed him 15-0! don’t cry okay!? boy cannot cry! train hard and make sure you get gold at the GALA! (its a most major competition) ” haha…..how to say this…my eyes got wet, then not wet, then wet again, but no tears dropped, everytime i lose i’ll hate myself and yeah, like a baby, cry, but this time i forced not to cry, as i had the most important thing in sports SPORTSMANSHIP!!

i went home…..found out that i was injured all over…and my right thigh hurt like hell, due to continous moving and lunging. evening i still went to play soccer bare footed, worsening my injury more….

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today went to school, had 2 friggin (marcus i borrow awhile ah) long ENG lessons… the teacher, Ms chu, which is a damn good teacher, is so boring, i slept 45mins in her class…. she was talking about HISTORY and MESOPOTAMIANS AND SOME CRAP, didn’t care…

after a very shit day, I asked weiwen and jiayi for excuses to cancel my chinese tuition cause i haven finish hw yet, so weiwen said,” tell her you need decorate the class for CNY lah!” then yeah, i borrowed jiayi’s phone ( WA 100MIN FREE OUTGOING CALLS LEHS!!) and called my mom to cancel tuition hahas!!!

after chinese remedial (teacher didn’t come!!!), me and JJ (junjie) went to play soccer, 15 sec 2s one team, 11 sec 3-5s one team…..8 ppl in our team either gay or nerd, don know how to play, pass the ball to opponent….. we lost 5-0 in the end…..

halfway during the match, i accidentally kicked the ball to my right hand, then convo time!

gangster is gang

gang 1: OIOI! handball!

gang 2: OI THIS ONE NOT BADMINTON LEH!

gang 3: YA LAH CHIBAI!

gang 4: kanina!

me: FINE! SORRY LAH!

then all shuddap…. gangsters are cowards….

then after the match, this boy whom i shouted at, convo again…

gang 2: hey boy, you come here we talk

me, in order to not cause trouble: i need go home

gang 2: YOU GOT THE BALLS TO SHOUT BUT DON HAVE THE BALLS TO FIGHT AH!?

then his indian, blocked him, to prevent the fight

i wanted to walk away but this chinese, gang 4 blocked me and say: you wan to go where?

me: sial lah, let me go home

gang 2: why you shout at me?! HUH!?

me: cause handball you ppl talk like gila liddat

gang 2: u never see a joking ah?

gang 3: NOOB NOOB!

me: fine lah, sorry lah!

then 4 gangsters surrounded me….. i pushed away the chinese cause he was the most loser one, he act only, and i walked to the canteen.

gang 2: hey all laugh at him!

gang 1 2 3 4: HAHAHAHA!!! damn loudly

then i kept walking…

they saw my manu bag and said: HEY MANU SUCK! MANU SUCK!

i still kept walking….even though they insulted my team….

then someone kicked my left leg but i stood still, then when reached the canteen, they all zao (run) cause the discipline master and other teachers there, noob cowards…..

actually….if knew my friends would help me fight, i would have already punched that guy’s face, but my friends…..all cowards……it was 4 on 1….so if i really did lose my temper….i would be in hospital now…. if 1 on 1, BRING IT! if my friend got into a fight, i would 100% help him, even if it meant getting expelled or hospitalised, cause i treasure friends and help them…hope i can find a REAL friend…..

then got out of school, i walked to buy water, then saw gangsters 1 2 3 4, gangster 2 puched me in the stomach…. i kicked him away and just nice got police pass by…so they all point at me and said: you got balls you tmr come school!

me: i sure come, you don worry!

then i walked all the way to west coast park…

cause i had to do something till 6pm…. so i walked in the park, very slowly…..admired the beauty of quiet and the trees and the sea and everything, i’ve never stopped to observe the beauty of the park….then i found a bench and sat down, looking at the sea, beautiful….

The sky was normal, nice windy weather…

pro eh?

then this tanglin girl walked here (there seems to be a girl everytime i’m alone….) and she sat down on another bench….she was crying…. wa lao eh…..

then it started drizzling….she acted as if nothing happened and continued crying….lol…..

after awhile the drizzle stopped and she received a call and walked away lol….

then i walked all the way home…..from west coast park……got some exercise….

and…now…..my entire body is aching like mad…. i’m pasting medical plasters all around my body…..the worst part is……….i can’t bend my knees…….

sry if it was too long! i just had to write!

byess…