Why did I go to CWSS?

At that time, i chose it as my 3rd choice, River valley 1st and nan hua 2nd. My parents chose it cause it was near to our house and it was the best school for my marks..

Now I think,” I am in commonwealth secondary school.” I feel like crying…. people in that school are either too smart, too action, or their attitude stinks. Nerds in my class go up to me act cool saying,” yo SK! wassup man!” i just say,” hi” they care about every fucking exam mark, exam is over, they DEBATE for exam marks, those nerds already got A1, about 80+ marks, then they line up in front of the teacher, point to their bitching exam papers and fight for marks, already A1 what the more do you nerds want? and they give me this reply,” the teachers dont count the A1, A2s, they count the overall marks” wa…..i really want to slap them. You get all A1, so what? you get first in class and the whole level, so what? you proved that you are smart, SO WHAT? whats your fucking problem!? its just numbers on an exam paper! It dosent prove ANYTHING that anyone would care!

And a special few come up to me and say this,” noob shit!”,” you shuddap you freaking noob”,” LOSER!”, then when I say it to them, cannot, they shout,” enough is enough!” and they cry, then I become then bad guy. wa lao eh, irritated sia. Then some see me not happy then say,” hey want to fight ah?!” I say,” come ah!” then they scared, then immediately change attitude and say,” scissors paper stone lah” wa bunch of cowards.

Most of my good friends are from other classes,normal academic.. cause all my class has is A BUNCH OF FUCKING NERDS. The way they talk and they words they use just….make me feel like committing suicide…

This guy kwokying, says on his msn,”  Yea confirmed my cca points for this year… woots!!” just what the hell is his problem? CCA POINTS ALSO WAN TO BARGAIN, i am ashamed of myself…why did I go to this school… And they try to LECTURE me, saying,” your grades are so bad cause you always copy homework, slack…blah blah blah…” Then I say,” its my life, none of your business, go fuck yourself”

This guy is, unexplainable, sorry girls, i know you like him but I have to say out my feelings. He does every project SERIOUSLY, no space for errors, he made a terracota soldier for history, out of clay! it was really life like. He put it in an expensive glass case…. what for….

He always acts funny, I dont get his jokes and he laughs there all by himself, and awhile later, the dumb people just follow and laugh as well… HE ALWAYS FLIRTS WITH GIRLS. I am ashamed to have him be a boy, so we all call him, gay.

the class is just NERD, my couzin from bedok green sec, 215 to get in, i think, he is sec 2, but i tell you, his sec 1 life is way better than mine. his class arranges chalets to stay OVERNIGHT in, barbeque etc. They go to the dunno what karaoke thing as a class, and they have pools sessions as a class. my class, study study study, no outing……  I WANT TO MURDER A NERD RIGHT NOW…

Maybe i’m changing school, only IF I cant take anymore nerds….

I’m very sorry if you feel insulted, but I had to write it out, or else I would have exploded…

Nite everyone, sweet dreams.

Life suddenly seems meaningful to me!!!so many things!!!

Yesterday it really sucked, but today, my life was “changed” haha

I was super moody yesterday, felt like dying, but today I went for badminton and yeah, felt a lot better. I woke up, with a freaking swollen eye,there was a ‘bump’ above my eye and it was so FAT AND PAINFUL, I went to eat breakfast at 12pm(lol), showered and finished at 12.30pm. I put some cream called ‘999′ and it really worked, it kills infections and germs everywhere. on the skin. But still it was there…

I wore a pair of sunglasses, yes to school… I walked to the bus stop and just nice, bus 51 came. I walked ONTO the bus, the bus driver was STARRING at me. I walked INTO the bus, the passengers were also STARRING at me, you people never seen a boy wear sunglasses before!?

I got down the bus BEHIND the school, to avoid the pai kia (bad people). cause they would laugh at me, they just suck. I walked towards the school gate, and unfortunately, a group of pai kia came and this happened…

paikia 1: oi boy, no sunglasses in school!

paikia 2: what! act cool ah!?

paikia 3: fuck off lah noob!

and I, on my own, just starred at the floor and walked past.(these cowards, if they were alone they would have shut the hell up) During the 4 hours of torture in badminton, I played against Matthew, wa I hate him, he beat me 21-18…I was leading 4-1 just now, 13-11,I was still leading, but I lost, damn! I got out of school, took bus 51 home, and it was the very same one I took in the morning afternoon!( I recognised it cause of the KFC voucher that was lying on the floor where I stood) when it was my stop, and my stop is the nearest for NUS students to get off, so this NUS girl was pressing her phone and smiling at the same time. She just jumped down the 3 steps of the bus and know what? SHE FELL ONTO THE FLOOR, HANDPHONE FLEW INTO THE DRAIN. I was RIGHT BEHIND her, if it was an old person or a person same age as me or younger, I would have helped him or her up, being a kind soul, but she was about….21? (paiseh (shy) lah) I didn’t help her up and walked away( i know, i chose the wrong thing to do), then I looked back, an ang mo (caucasian) dashed to her helped her up and said,” are you okay?!” lol. then the girl,” yes, thank you so much!” like a love story sia. haha.

its about 1am now, 31 oct, so yeah…Happy halloween!!!

life suddenly seems meaningless to me…

every morning, I wake up at 12pm, just to have my lunch, and after that I go to sleep again. waking up at 3pm thinking only this,” uh………………what?” I sit up, get of my bed, open the door and walk out of my room. I walk about 5 steps and collapse onto the couch, sleeping for 1/2 an hour. wake up thinking what to do, play PSP, Com, TV? i just dunno…

I leave my papers all over my room, and the maid just stuffs it everywhere, and all my papers, my home made holiday planner, my school projects, ah…. all crumpled, now leaving all of it under the bed, hoping to straighten it out… its my room, my business and my maid just barges into my room and stuffs everything in small spaces, its not like ANYONE will go into my room, fuck sia, sorry, feeling moody..

And the meals i eat isn’t even fit for a dog, it sucks. It really disgusts me,the maid cooks it, i eat force it down my throat, I feel like puking, and the maid still says,” it is nice okay!” its your food of course say nice lah, you give a beggar free, he’ll refuse to eat it.

I lie on the couch, STARE AT THE TV for 5 hours and my mind is blank, i shower only at 10PM everday, i know, clean freak not being clean. after that, I do something on my com and sleep at 3am. I sleep, and at 12pm, I wake up, and the entire thing happens again, a bloody irritating cycle…

what’s your life like…………………..

ah….Marrige…such a wonderful thing..

Today was my 30 year old couzin’s wedding, it was so touching, fun, ah….

We went into the wedding room, and my mum forced us to take pics so…

Me, little bro, fren and couzins.

Me, parents, little bro.

Solo, i know its ugly, photos just make certain people look dumbber…

Then there was this MENU, I opened it and saw the names of the dishes and there was a big big

We ate the first dish and the chef came and did this funny dance. i’ll show you nxt time.

The bride and groom came….wow… they went up the stage and cut the famous, wedding cake.

next time i cut the cake with my loved one…ahhhh

Then they did this, ho ho

it is like so cool..

Then they had a family photo, haha…

They said their thank you’s to their family, friends etc..

Then they sang a song, also video, damn camera…

Then the groom (my couz) gave a bouquet of flowers to the bride, 7 flowers and 11 other flowers, then he said that he’ll always be beside her like 7eleven ( funny at that time ). When the bride got the flowers, she CRIED, tears of joy, she said that she finally knew what ‘blessed’ meant. haha….she really loved my couz and my couz obviously loved her too, the power of love….the feeling so nice…

I feel funny, people my age have already had more than 10 stead, my good frens have steads, i feel so left out….i lack love. And I got this at the wedding, 2 of em’, my couz told me this was his ’secret weapon’ to woo the bride, and he wanted me to use it, haha…

So if you get this, you know who its from…

LOVE

is to place

our hapiness

in the hapiness

of another…

Good nite everyone…

People around us… have to endure even when pissed…

Fencing day, went there, did some new and funny exercises and free fenced (something like competition). I won both stephanie and this 17-18 year old guy Faizal or something, wanted to fence kelvin cause he BEAT me the other time. then went to eat.

finished eating, kelvin and jingwei both became advertisers, see!

Jing wei, advertiser for sony ericsson phones

Kelvin, advertiser for PSP. He also said,” shizzle my Fizzle” haha ( sorry, i know you are pissed, relax man)

And marcus…..not much, I sprayed him with the NIKE bottle, ya know, squeeze and squirts water, see omg

fun haha.

Then I went to MRT, went to clementi, waited for bus 183 like 1/2 an hour. Now this one, University students are getting lamer and lamer. I was waiting at the bus stop, then a bunch of UNI students got down from a bus. they gathered and like talked. They were talking about lunch, then this bloody nerd said,” I had coke float for lunch, 7eleven.” then ALL the UNI people laughed, I almost cried….that joke SUCKS. And this guy said “shit!” then all the UNI students looked at him, then he said one OF THE MOST LAMEST THINGS IN THE HISTORY OF HISTORY—-,” no lah, its the sheet of paper that sheet!” then everyone laughed, I wanted to go there and Slap his noobling face.

183 came, and the UNI students, unfortunately, needed to board this bus also. they went up and like made DAMN a lot of noise, I stood up, all of them sat down, then two UNI people beside me had this conversation.

guy 1: hey you know that girl sitting over there? ( ya there was a nerd looking girl somewhere)

guy2: ya, fucking stupid sia, my eyes burning

guy 1: ya fuck sia, she ugly like……..

guy 2: a bitch, fuck sia ( then both of them started laughing)

guy 1:I want to puke lah fuck fuck fuck man.

guy 2: ta ma de ( chinese of fuck), stupid sia.

Then I could not take it, i turned and stared at them, then they went

guy 2: see what see?

Me: (quiet)

guy 1: turn lah!

Me: (slapped my hand off my shoulder( some of you have seen this before) ) and turned

AND the most dammest thing, guys 1 and 2 got off at the same bus stop as me, I stood behind, being a gentleman letting them go first, those to pimple faces( a lot!) shoved me away, if it wasn’t in a bus, I would have punched those two bloody noobs. UNI students are…I dunno wad to say… I want to vomit blood..

In the evening, me my couzins, 1 boy 1 girl, and fren pig goat (translate chinese) went to Labrador park to play SOccer. Me and Zuyang 1 team, couzins 1 team. then my boy couz, aloy, wasn’t happy then like said,” you know I am fucking handicapped! you two like this very wad leh.” hiya, we never do much then he…hiya, he likes to lecture people, (aloy don kill me) he always thinks he’s right, like all the prob lies with us, wa kao… irritated sial…

We came home, I went to parents room to bathe, I bathed for 1h, cause I’m a clean freak, but this equation is funny..

SK bathe = 3-13 year olds and 1-7 year old bathing time

they each took like…10mins to bathe, WA BLOODY FUCK, I HATE DIRTYNESS, they think very little about cleanliness, next time i find wife must be also a clean freak.. and when I came back, I saw this…I almost fainted..

WA!! dirty clothes used for soccer are on my BEDROOM FLOOR!!! OH MY ****.

THE SEMI CLEAN BUGS ON MY BED, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faint

I think tomorrow you’ll see in the news:

13 year old boy fainted due to dirtiness by cousins and friend, currently still in coma.

haha, byess

PSP day… Jing Wei i’m very sorry, RESULTS!!!

Today, most people brought their PSPs, Me, Elson, Jeidy, Jiayi, Felicia, Weiwen…. and other people. The girls played DJ Max portable2 and audition, We boys played NARUTO 2. about half of school was used to play PSP, fun, there were laughs and shouts, FUN FUN FUN. The second part of school was used to watch some bloody boring Deepa Raya thing, I’m not racist, but the performances were really boring, I didn’t understand 90% of it and I talked to the neighbouring classes and made some new friends. WE SAT FOR 2.5 HOURS, BUTT WAS SUPER PAIN, ITCHY, ALOT OF STUFF. we went back to class and got our results, these are my results, cause of lousy cam, there will be many pics, align them

My results are….quite bad, but I don’t care

31-41, and i’m register 31 people, fate, 135/199, hiya…

I was absent for a day cause I vomitted the whole morning

549/900, passed by 100 marks.haha

can you see it? if not, this is what the teacher wrote about me:

Shen Kai is a well behaved and polite pupil. He is very discipline( grammar error) in his management of studies and is consistently produces work of good quality. Shen Kai is an extremely reliable pupil who does not hesitate to help in classroom duties or tasks. Continue to work hard to achieve excellent results.

actually, the real me is not well behaved but ya i’m polite towards others, WHO DESERVE my respect. I’m not disciplined, I COPY work all the time. I am forced to do those class stuff.

And I went onto 51 at the Jurong Interchange, and guess who I saw?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?! I saw…I saw….I saw…the bus uncle. haha.

came back and had Piano,OMG piano is gettin more and more boring and stressful, almost cried, seriously. SO many things to remember, C major, B sharp major… sight reading, treble clef, hhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh. WHO THE HELL CREATED C,D,E,F,G,A,B,C? cant we like just play the piano just learning how to press the KEYS!!?? damm..

okay gotta go, BYE!!!

OH MY! I’M REALLY CURSED

NO ONE ASKED ME ABOUT THE KEY!!!! YEAH!!! the upper sec must have returned it, all hail upper sec.

Today we had a maths trail, I was super boring and we slacked and left all the work to a nerd in our team. When the entire thing was over, the 2nd discipline master asked,”had fun?” then before I could shout no, he said,” you better say yes or holiday detention.” then I shut up.

after recess, a few boys stayed in the class room to play, and kwok ying passed me the class key, I then, as usual, got carried away and played, leaving the class key ON THE TABLE. Kwokying came back, asked me for the key, I COULD NT find it, searched the ENTIRE CLASS, even the dustbin( omg the smell…)

after school, Me and kwokying went to the general office to report the lost key problem. I called Mr Tan-OM ( operations manager) but we call him Old Man. he came out and conversation time…

OM: you lost the key so how?

ME: dunno

OM: So I just give you punishment issit?

Me: whatever, okay lor

OM: Tomorrow ask your Chairman come see me.

Me: sure

Actually, I hoped he would give me us detention and get over with it, and I was prepared to say this,” It was all my fault, I lost the key, not him, he gave me the key, thats all he did, I LOST IT SO DON’T PUNISH HIM, PUNISH ME!” dosen’t sound like me, but I was honestly prepared to say that….but just didn’t get the chance to…

LAST month lost it once,Yesterday once, now 3rd time, I am the ultimate BLUR SOTONG, lost keys, 3 times, HAT TRICK!!!

People 1/2, readin my blog, if you have PSP, bring tomorrow. ( sorry Jing wei, I feel your pain…)

Fun/Lame day

………………………………………………….. Today was relatively interesting, we went to school and we stayed in class and played chinese chess and yugioh, then the nerds went to play a game we all know and we call it called “BINGO”(Wtf?)lameos

And at the back of the class, the 1/2 busybodies=nerds were investigating on this, asking all these dumb questions,” who did this?” and,” if the pen is here, then the culprit must have other pens like this one!” its just plain stupid man, in a school of 1000+ people how will you find the culprit?

and as usual, we PKs(pai kias) sort of, have to clean it up… but as usual, we played

then I asked my friend to clean the tables, then he went to do this, I slapped him and said,”basket”

We needed to go to the hall to play some damn lame games,not fun at all, and this horny guy, won’t say the name, kept pulling his pe shorts out of his shorts hole and says its his ****

omg that was “entertaining”

When we went back to class, Elson(above wearing uni right) went to bully a guy called Zi xiang, you know, the guy with the damn attitude problem, it was so FREAKIN fun

After school, we needed to meet our badminton Teacher-in-charge, Mrs Leong, but she didn’t show up and was OOS (OUT OF SCHOOL)!  lol, and my badminton fren was “raped” by girls, thats why he’s using scotch-tape to stick his uniform.

HAHA, so when we went home, thats when the unfortunate stuff happened. ME and ELSON were walking out of the school, I threw the CLASS KEY onto the floor as I didn’t want to return it to the general office, lazy lah, and i hoped elson would pick it up, BUT HE DIDN’t, I WENT TO try AND PICK IT UP, BUT A FEW UPPER SECONDARY PEOPLE PICKED IT UP AND BROUGHT IT HOME, OMG, I’M (don’t look if you don’t like vulgar, sorry I have to say it) FUCKING DEAD TOMORROW, I’VE ALREADY LOST THE KEY ONCE, AND GOT A SCOLDING, AND NOW ONE MORE TIME!!!??? PEOPLE OUT THERE, DONT SABO (sabotage) ME!!! i’m gonna give this excuse,” I didn’t take the keys, how I know?” this sentence will only work if two people, KWOK YING and ELSON lie with me, MAY GOD BLESS ME!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!

Please note that I am a BOY! 13 years old!

wondering why I said that? cause i just saw a comment from a person whom I do not know, saying,” Hey Sweets, do drop by http://www.onlinepasarmalam.blogspot.com if you are free ^.^ Thank you!” (Its on the comments of my previous post) I went there and there was this girl wearing different clothes,and she is selling them, she must have thought that I was a girl! Her name is Qiuting, I think, and she is like…..20+ lol… If you are looking for clothes, do go there, IF YOU ARE A GIRL, cause the clothes there are… quite nice.

Wow, people who I do not know actually read my blog, yay, haha, I’m honoured. Sooooooooooooooooo

Go0d bY3

Ummmm………. I dunno what to say….

Sorry about my last post, i know it was vulgar, but I was trying to cool down, but I WARNED you, you read and you scold me, What the?

huh…….. Ya so today is sat=fencing. I went to a……….. my 3 fencing frens’ blogs and ya saw pretty much about today, different replies

MARCUS: YOU GAY, KISSED BY SEC 4 BOY AND STILL FLIRT WITH GIRLS, IN FENCING AT LEAST( especially Stephanie)

JING WEI: NEXT TIME TAKE A BETTER PICTURE OF ME, AND YOU ARE A NERD, 5 A1s 3 A2s and 1 C5, LIM PEI get

MATHS: 50, DnT: 60, ART: C+, CHI: 67, SCI: 67, ENG : dunno. so, GEOG: 52

2 B3s, 1 B4, 1 C5, 2 C6, I more pro than you, in a negative way.

NEXT TIME NARUTO NO MERCY!!!!!!!!!

KELVIN: NOTHING MUCH, ONLY 1 THING, DOTA SUCKS!!! cause you took the last milk tea, i hate you

uh……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….

haha……………………………………………………………………………………………… now I start to get the “life is meaningless” feeling again….

bye……bye……. wait, one more thing, a poll…okay bye, seriously